I used to be good at updating when anything happened... maybe not everyday but weekly.... and well- I forgot.
The kids are great. They are always great. Well-- ok not always, but a lot of the time they are great.
Princess is growing up--- and this is not ok. She was my baby- the little preemie who brought me back down.
Stinky is actually starting to smell now that he is 10.
Peas? is Peas. Enough said. Seriously though- I worry about her. A lot. I see so much of me in her- that I want to grab her and say "its alright. Even if things don't go the way you want--- it is alright they'll turn out in the end.
Pixie is in school full time and she is smarter than I care to admit. She figures things out so quickly watching her brain work is amazing.
LittleDude is not so little anymore. Totally potty trained-- day and night *I swear he has only had 2 overnight accidents- no, don't know how that happened either...it just did.
I'm here. Learning. Trying.. and not always succeeding.
Feelings are hard for me, I feel so disconnected from them- at least my feelings--- other people? I feel their feelings deeply.