lamentations of a pregnant person

I am at the end of my pregnancy. I am uncomfortable.

I am frustrated. I have been in the hospital a few times for premature labor- thankfully it was stopped.

Now I am having lower abdominal discomfort an cramping. I am having lot of low back-aches that just never seem to leave. I am crabby irritable. But I cannot determine if this is because of prodromal labor, of the GI stuff that my kids were so kind as to share with me.

I am impatient. I would love it to be over soon but not too soon. ARGH it is so annoying and there is nothing that I can do about it- other than try and make it another day.