Ruminations

Today is B's day at the firehouse. I am glad it was not yesterday.
Every morning since we were dating I would always say "Be safe, I love you". It used to be on the way to the FD when he would call me when I was on my way to work, now it is when he kisses me goodbye in the morning, even if by some lucky chance I am sleeping, I always wake up enough to say it. I could let him leave without it.

One time, One time I was so mad I did not say it and I was worried the entire day. Since then, no matter how annoyed I am I always say it.

Then after he leaves and the door is shut I say a short prayer, thanking G-d for my husband and praying for his safety.

The one time he was hurt, I about jumped out of my skin.