I screwed up. I royally screwed up a friendship that I value. NONE of it was her fault it was all mine. we have not really talked since this came to light except for very short emails. She is willing to talk with me and put this all behind us...and I am amazed by that- and very grateful but to be honest I am so ashamed of it all I don't want to talk about it. I can't explain it in any sense. She is a wonderful woman and mom and she deserves better from me. I don't know what to do. I know I should suck it up and talk.... but I am scared and ashamed and so sorry
what do I do??