screw up

Saturday, January 17, 2009

I screwed up. I royally screwed up a friendship that I value. NONE of it was her fault it was all mine. we have not really talked since this came to light except for very short emails. She is willing to talk with me and put this all behind us...and I am amazed by that- and very grateful but to be honest I am so ashamed of it all I don't want to talk about it. I can't explain it in any sense. She is a wonderful woman and mom and she deserves better from me. I don't know what to do. I know I should suck it up and talk.... but I am scared and ashamed and so sorry

what do I do??

1 comments:

Farrah said...

Asking ofr forgiveness and admitting our faults is SO hard. but true friendship makes room for that and it sounds like this friend is doing that for you. Your friendship will go so much deeper after this if you are able to be vulnerable and humbly admit how you were wrong. When I have to have a really hard conversation, it helps me to right out what I need to say so I don't clam up with fear. You could try to start there and see where the conversation goes. *Hugs*

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