Sad.

Sad is such a small word for such a big feeling. I am sad that I ran out of Diet Coke and I am sad that my friend's baby died are not even in the same category.

Sad. Sad. Sad. Devastated. Profoundly devastated, even that just is not enough. Those are not enough to express the ache, the empty, the shell.

For such a small peanut she was so strong and so feisty. She was beautiful. Delicate, feminine but so so strong.

She is loved, she is missed, she is cherished.

This little baby touched so so many lives.

Her family, her parents, her siblings.. my heart breaks for you. There is nothing that anyone can do or say to help you heal- but I will hold you in my prayers and in my heart. I will thank G-d for giving you your time with your little one- just wishing it was longer.