Luck or lack of it.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Does it seem like some people get everything? Being pretty..Smart.. everything that you (I) ever wanted without having to work so hard at it??

I wish I could say that I am not jealous of it. But I confess I am. I confess that I am jealous of people who find their lives fulfilling and are so talented. I confess I feel desperately untalented and unattractive and no amount of anything seems to help it.

Sure when something good happens to someone I am happy for them but a little teensy part of me is jealous of it. Yes, I recognize that it is about me not them.
I wish I had their luck or talent too. I cannot think of anything that I am 'good' at. Really there is nothing.


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