It hit me again

Saturday Princess's 'school card' arrived. Which is the little postcard that has her teacher and her room assignment on it. It was a hard and confusing road to decide to send her to school- and this school. I still have my reservations but I'll see where this path leads us.

Anyway- the realization hit that B will of course not be here for the first days. No proud daddy and Princess pictures.

That is sad. Looking back- I cannot remember my dad being there for my first days- so maybe it will not be as traumatic as I making it out to be in my head.