so I have an excuse for

my klutzy-ness now. and I understand why I have been seeing 'bugs' on the floor the past few months.

But that bit of humor does not make me feel any better about this.

In the ophthalmologists office I was easily the youngest by 30 years. The front desk people asked if I was here to pick up my grandmother- another asked if I was there for the optometrist- and then proceeded to explain to me the difference between an optometrist and an ophthalmologist. I then explained to her that I understood the difference and if she would be so kind as to not judge me- I would appreciate it- that I have lost a lot of vision in my right eye.