exasperation

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

So I am done. Pixie does not feel well and has been fussing (screaming) for three hours. ALL of my Tylenol is on the recall list. Peas is feeling her two-ness. Stinky is not letting up. I am tired. I want so badly to go hide and sleep for a few months.

When most women I know feel frustrated and overwhelmed they can cry. I can't. I get angry. Like mean angry. It just festers. Why can't I cry? Why? Which makes me frustrated and the cycle continues. Vicious.

At the pediatrician the doc asked if I have help- and I laughed- help? Really??

2 comments:

Sarah said...

I am sorry you are having such a hard time!

Heather said...

Yeah, one time my doc told me I need to just hire some help too. I love her and all, but I'd like to know if she'll pay for it.

Sorry we weren't around today to help diffuse some of the crazies. :( Also my dad got in later then expected so no take out either. :(

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