Sometimes it is hard to be happy

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Some days it is harder than others. My body feels heavy. My heart heavier. getting up getting moving making breakfast, being enthusiastic, being energetic is all an act some mornings.

I could say it is all B's fault- me being on my own- being overwhelmed. So now what? What to do?
Its not all his fault (a minor concession). A lot of it is my insecurity. Can I do it? Am I a good mother? Am I worth it? Can I deal? What should I do?


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